Dear Pam,
I am still in shock about Bill - I am so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
I pulled the obituary up on-line - the picture of Bill - I would not have reconized him. I know he has been very sick. I just did not realize how sick.
I still remember the time way before you started your family when we had the water fight at your apartment - Bill won of course when he put the water hose through the kitchen window and soaked us. Those was happy times and I will always remember them. I know you have alot of happy times to remember with Bill. That is what keeps us going after something like this. I lost my dad Dec. 2003 - when I get sad I remember the good times - and I know he is not suffering anymore.
God has a plan for each one of us. It may not be what we want to do but he is in charge. Just believe in him and he will get you through this. I would not have ever made it through my brothers death or my dads without him.
May God Bless you and your family
Love always
Susan
6/24/05